Here's
my
case.
Of
old
I
used
to
love
him.
This
same
unseen
friend,
before
I
knew:
Dream
there
was
none
like
him,
none
above
him,--
Wake
to
hope
and
trust
my
dream
was
true.
Loved
I
not
his
letters
full
of
beauty?
Not
his
actions
famous
far
and
wide?
Absent,
he
would
know
I
vowed
him
duty,
Present,
he
would
find
me
at
his
side.
Pleasant
fancy!
for
I
had
but
letters,
Only
knew
of
actions
by
hearsay:
He
himself
was
busied
with
my
betters;
What
of
that?
My
turn
must
come
some
day.
"Some
day"
proving--no
day!
Here's
the
puzzle.
Passed
and
passed
my
turn
is.
Why
complain?
He's
so
busied!
If
I
could
but
muzzle
People's
foolish
mouths
that
give
me
pain!
"Letters?"
(hear
them!)
"You
a
judge
of
writing?
Ask
the
experts!--How
they
shake
the
head
O'er
these
characters,
your
friend's
inditing--
Call
them
forgery
from
A
to
Z
!
"Actions?
Where's
your
certain
proof"
(they
bother)
"He,
of
all
you
find
so
great
and
good,
He,
he
only,
claims
this,
that,
the
other
Action--claimed
by
men,
a
multitude?"
I
can
simply
wish
I
might
refute
you,
Wish
my
friend
would,--by
a
word,
a
wink,--
Bid
me
stop
that
foolish
mouth,--you
brute
you!
He
keeps
absent,--why,
I
cannot
think.
Never
mind!
Tho'
foolishness
may
flout
me.
One
thing's
sure
enough;
'tis
neither
frost,
No,
nor
fire,
shall
freeze
or
burn
from
out
me
Thanks
for
truth--tho'
falsehood,
gained--tho'
lost.
All
my
days,
I'll
go
the
softlier,
sadlier,
For
that
dream's
sake!
How
forget
the
thrill
Thro'
and
thro'
me
as
I
thought,
"The
gladlier
Lives
my
friend
because
I
love
him
still!"
Ah,
but
there's
a
menace
some
one
utters!
"What
and
if
your
friend
at
home
play
tricks?
Peep
at
hide-and-seek
behind
the
shutters?
Mean
your
eyes
should
pierce
thro'
solid
bricks?
'What
and
if
he,
frowning,
wake
you,
dreamy?
Lay
on
you
the
blame
that
bricks--conceal?
Say
'_At
least
I
saw
who
did
not
see
me,
Does
see
now,
and
presently
shall
feel_'?"
"Why,
that
makes
your
friend
a
monster!"
say
you;
"Had
his
house
no
window?
At
first
nod,
Would
you
not
have
hailed
him?"
Hush,
I
pray
you!
What
if
this
friend
happen
to
be--God?